I want to know the universe

I want to understand

I want to know where we are from, going, and what we are doing here

I want to know how others have reconciled these thoughts

I want to know myself

Music is a way to get there

I have always know that

The right soundtrack

A specific combination of notes and rhythms

Sounds which trigger my body awake, parts of myself which are on mute

I close my eyes and see the Universe

My eyelids are the screens for my answers

I fall into my breath and let synthetic sounds float in through my ears

I am a woman

I am a creator

The colours, textures and familiarity sprawled across the insides of my eyes remind me

I am the big bang

My breathing has brought my body to life

A heartbeat is present in my chest and in between my legs

Responding to the in and out, the ebb and flow, the catch and release of air in through my nose, out my mouth

I breath in wisdom and exhale love

I place a hand onto both beats, feeling my internal metronome

I reach for an instrument

Anticipating heat

The tip chewed up by jean, my pussy

The buzzing energy takes my body from the bed to the realm of the surreal

I allow my energy to join the sounds pumping out from YouTube and my husband’s Macbook Pro

I soar through the moment, in through my nose, out through my mouth

Each breath realizing how often I hold, how often I deny my body of its natural tides

Constellations, galaxies, the hidden secrets of nature: I can see them all behind the closed lids of my eyes, and my body feels these truths, whisked away by an all encompassing heat

Sweat, fluid, tightening, releasing

I bear my heels into the bed and ground myself in this moment

I am a woman, I am a creator, I witness this each time I let go of my conscious mind and release to energy

I witness this each time that I use my hands

What I look for externally has always been kept safely secret inside of myself

A little bit shy

Extremely powerful


All of the mysteries and unexplained can be seen, on the backs of my eyelids, if I fall into breath, listen to sonic soundtracks & take my body to the peaks of ecstasy, as we are designed to

I closed my eyes and I saw the universe

I felt its tides

I made room for its power

And I screamed my own name

Kate Fagervik

Kate Fagervik

Kate Fagervik is a Canadian witch and a creative doula. She invented and tends to both #livewithmoxy and the #pussyposse. Mrs Fagervik was born under a Taurus Sun, a Cancer Moon and has Capricorn Rising in her chart. She currently lives in Enderby, BC.

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